Yes I'm still online

[geminigirl]

I'm still online because I'm avoiding packing. THere are things to be packed on my bed but well, I can't make decisions. And because packing means committment to doing this and I'm still convinced that somewhere in the back of my mind, I can back out. (I know I can't but that's another story.)

The packing list is on my bed. The list of things I won't pack til morning (stuff from the bathroom for example) is in the bathroom. The dishwasher still has to be loaded. I spent an hour on the phone with my Mom.

I'm nursing a pulled muscle-type thing. It doesn't feel like a pulled muscle it feels more like it got overstretched. (Yes pinkfish and fj I'm taking care of it.)

I love that I still get notes and cards from a professor who I did my undergrad work with; we still communicate, and that means a lot to me. (I got a note from her today)

And I've made some progress on packing. It's mostly done but I'm really hungry, so I needed a break.