I do know what you mean. And because it's my work, sometimes it's hard not to take it home with me. It sort of hangs around, whether I want it to or not.
I'm not poz, and I work pretty hard at staying that way. But nobody's perfect, and nothing is 100%. But whether I am or not, somehow I feel like I have a responsibility to do this prevention work. It's a calling of sorts...a mission if you will. I don't know why or how. It's just what I'm supposed to be working on. And so I do. I can't imagine not working in some tangential way that's connected to HIV prevention. Even on the days that I'm frustrated, pissed off, angry or dissatisfied.
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I'm not poz, and I work pretty hard at staying that way. But nobody's perfect, and nothing is 100%. But whether I am or not, somehow I feel like I have a responsibility to do this prevention work. It's a calling of sorts...a mission if you will. I don't know why or how. It's just what I'm supposed to be working on. And so I do. I can't imagine not working in some tangential way that's connected to HIV prevention. Even on the days that I'm frustrated, pissed off, angry or dissatisfied.