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I decided that messing with the essay isn't going to make me like it better. It's been read, re-read, edited, rearranged, reviewed and rewritten.

So Big Scary is just about done. Or at least the parts under my control.

And I've now officially applied to Yale's School of Public Health. For a PhD.

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5 AM.
Still Awake.
Watching Lockup on MSNBC. I've had a fascination with prisons for years, no idea why. But MSNBC and the History Channel or the Learning channel (can't remember)have some great programs about prisons.

My sleep schedule is terribly off at this point, and work next week will undoubtedly be difficult. I'm so ultrasensitive to changes in my sleep schedule, that it's hard to reset my clock. Being up so late for so many nights with the cough out of control has been awful, but it's starting to slow down a bit-I'm sleeping for longer stretches, but now it's hard to fall asleep. And certainly hard to wake up.