geminigirl | (no subject) (Reply)

I'm bleeding. More than I have in years. and cramps like I haven't had since pre-birth control pill. I hope the NP is right, and this is happening because I basically have no uterine lining left from years on a high progestin pill in order to prevent the kind of bleeding/cramps I used to have. I'll fill the script for the new pill tomorrow or later today, and start it Thursday and hopefully it will do what she wants-build up endometrium for a while so that I don't go through this again. If not, we're back to where we started, when I go for my anual. But it's so bad that none of the usual fixes have worked...not cats, not tylenol, not the heating pad. I'm tempted to go for the narcotics, but I'd like to make it to my office today at some point.

It feels like someone put a fist inside of me and is trying to turn my reproductive system inside out. And I'm not happy.