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Oct. 30th, 2004 05:33 amI can't sleep. It's half past five and I'm still up...a combination probably of nerves and caffeine. This will make packing and driving tomorrow really suck. Especially since I have to be up in 2.5 hours in order to shower, get breakfast and pick up the moving truck.
Cayne is snoring in my bedroom, which after tonight will no longer be my bedroom. Mom asked me how I spent my last night alone-dinner and drinks with
dindin and some more packing and then on the couch watching TV. It was a quiet way to bid goodbye to that life. A whimper, not a bang, but just right...alone, and thinking about things. I feel like something profound should have come out of it but it didn't. The apartment is sort of feeling empty, but not. My life is in boxes. My cats are confused.
And I'm still awake.
Cayne is snoring in my bedroom, which after tonight will no longer be my bedroom. Mom asked me how I spent my last night alone-dinner and drinks with
And I'm still awake.
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Date: 2004-10-30 01:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-30 02:15 pm (UTC)Good luck, hon!