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It's been a quiet weekend mostly. Friday night was a bit angst filled with HIV test results coming back. The whole experience was awful. Not because of getting HIV tested...that I've been through before, but because of the way the whole thing was handled. Non-existent pre-test counseling, and practically non-existent post-test counseling. I'll probably send an e-mail about it to someone I know tomorrow. I'm glad that that's all over with.
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aquariumgirl came over last night. We watched "Chasing Amy" and spent a lot of time talking...mostly about joshuapanther and also about yesthattom Tom amuses us. I commented that I always seem to watch "Chasing Amy" at the wrong time.
Thinking a lot about relationships. I stayed a lot of times when I should have walked, and walked a few times when I should have stayed. I need to learn to trust my instincts when it comes to matters of the heart. What I want is pretty simple. Whether I find it or not is another matter.
Fed up with being sick. I've really had enough. Aquariumgirl has noticed that I'm not me. People at work have noticed. I'm usually a high energy person. I'm miserable...and admittedly, it's somewhat a self-perpetuating cycle. The fatigue makes me unable to do stuff, which makes me unhappy about not doing things and so on. I'm trying to do what I can, but I'm still resentful of the things I can't do-or rather, that I don't have the energy to do.
I got some t-shirts today, and a new nightgown. Target's your friend. Got groceries, and kitty litter. Not that the litter box got changed, nor did the bathroom get cleaned. Haven't made food yet either.
I called Mom...who gets weird if I don't call. Oh well...sometime next week, I suppose I'll talk to her. In the meantime, I'll scrounge up some food, figure out my schedule for the week-I have a bunch of flextime that I'll need to use, and try to get some rest.
Sleep good.
aquariumgirl came over last night. We watched "Chasing Amy" and spent a lot of time talking...mostly about joshuapanther and also about yesthattom Tom amuses us. I commented that I always seem to watch "Chasing Amy" at the wrong time. Thinking a lot about relationships. I stayed a lot of times when I should have walked, and walked a few times when I should have stayed. I need to learn to trust my instincts when it comes to matters of the heart. What I want is pretty simple. Whether I find it or not is another matter.
Fed up with being sick. I've really had enough. Aquariumgirl has noticed that I'm not me. People at work have noticed. I'm usually a high energy person. I'm miserable...and admittedly, it's somewhat a self-perpetuating cycle. The fatigue makes me unable to do stuff, which makes me unhappy about not doing things and so on. I'm trying to do what I can, but I'm still resentful of the things I can't do-or rather, that I don't have the energy to do.
I got some t-shirts today, and a new nightgown. Target's your friend. Got groceries, and kitty litter. Not that the litter box got changed, nor did the bathroom get cleaned. Haven't made food yet either.
I called Mom...who gets weird if I don't call. Oh well...sometime next week, I suppose I'll talk to her. In the meantime, I'll scrounge up some food, figure out my schedule for the week-I have a bunch of flextime that I'll need to use, and try to get some rest.
Sleep good.
