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This cold weather is making me crazy; not so much because it's cold, but because I can't go outside with out wheezing. And it's painful wheezing. Partly this is my fault-although what I have learned is that I in fact cannot go off the serevent. I was hoping I could.

I had a weekend where stuff got done; made stew, baked cookies, straightened up the kitchen, gamed, and went out with aquariumgirl among other things. I had this incredible high energy weekend, and that was nice-I'm not used to having that much get up and go anymore, I guess. Perhaps I've just learned to live with the fact that I don't have the energy I used to, that I'm just going to be tired and require more naps and such. That's frustrating and disappointing and irritating all at once, but maybe I've just gotten to a coping with it sort of place. I've cut back on weekend activities; learned to go out only one night, not two and all that. I'm exhausted much of the time, but trying to be good about enough sleep and eating well and things like that. And it helps some. But I want to feel good the way I did a year ago, not good when a good day means not crawling home from work exhausted and desiring a nap.