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Mar. 16th, 2010 06:46 pmI was nearly in tears this morning when Cayne was leaving for work. It's the whole not sleeping enough->get sick->not sleep well cause you're sick->not getting better cycle. I doze off and wake myself wheezing, or find myself coughing.
( This paragraph, which includes toilet talk is sanitized for your protection, or at least hidden behind a cut tag. )
( some talk about nursing Miri )
We've been doing a lot of talking here. Talking about the possibility of a third child in the future. Talking about what expenditures what we're going to have to plan for in the near-ish future...finally renovating the kitchen, citizenship for Cayne, some travel later this year (I have two airline vouchers that I have to use and we'll likely make a trip to my parents this summer with them) and December down here with his family, some needed car repairs to my car, and possibly having to replace one of our cars at any moment (that's the downside of driving a fifteen year old car sometimes.) And then of course, the possibility of nursery school-we declined a spot in the jr. toddler class for Naomi for the current term, but there's the possibility of enrolling her in the fall or in the spring next year, or not at all, or what. Some of these things are hard to plan for though...and some, I just dread the expense of. And then of course, talking about what we need to do to potentially put our house on the market-we need to do the kitchen and landscaping if we're going to do that, which is fine, but then we're faced with considering where we want to move to. If we move across the county line to the west, we get slightly better public schools if we go that route. If we stay in the county we're in we get better charter and magnet options. And while we have some time to decide on this, it's also not as much time as we think. We just don't know what we want to do school-wise, and it's making it hard to make decisions about moving. Our house is a nice starter house but it's crowded with four people-we really need more room-room for a playroom, room for a guest room/office space. I have no place for a filing cabinet and desk/family computer, for example. We knew the house was small and this wasn't a "forever house" when we bought it. We also didn't know it would take two years to have a baby or that we'd have two in such a short time. We didn't know we'd have to renovate the kitchen because it would fall apart either.
So many questions. So few answers.
( This paragraph, which includes toilet talk is sanitized for your protection, or at least hidden behind a cut tag. )
( some talk about nursing Miri )
We've been doing a lot of talking here. Talking about the possibility of a third child in the future. Talking about what expenditures what we're going to have to plan for in the near-ish future...finally renovating the kitchen, citizenship for Cayne, some travel later this year (I have two airline vouchers that I have to use and we'll likely make a trip to my parents this summer with them) and December down here with his family, some needed car repairs to my car, and possibly having to replace one of our cars at any moment (that's the downside of driving a fifteen year old car sometimes.) And then of course, the possibility of nursery school-we declined a spot in the jr. toddler class for Naomi for the current term, but there's the possibility of enrolling her in the fall or in the spring next year, or not at all, or what. Some of these things are hard to plan for though...and some, I just dread the expense of. And then of course, talking about what we need to do to potentially put our house on the market-we need to do the kitchen and landscaping if we're going to do that, which is fine, but then we're faced with considering where we want to move to. If we move across the county line to the west, we get slightly better public schools if we go that route. If we stay in the county we're in we get better charter and magnet options. And while we have some time to decide on this, it's also not as much time as we think. We just don't know what we want to do school-wise, and it's making it hard to make decisions about moving. Our house is a nice starter house but it's crowded with four people-we really need more room-room for a playroom, room for a guest room/office space. I have no place for a filing cabinet and desk/family computer, for example. We knew the house was small and this wasn't a "forever house" when we bought it. We also didn't know it would take two years to have a baby or that we'd have two in such a short time. We didn't know we'd have to renovate the kitchen because it would fall apart either.
So many questions. So few answers.
