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It's funny, my eyes keep getting sticky from tears today. They're not sad tears, they're fear tears. I don't know where I'm going, what I'm doing next; it's very much the way I felt when I finished graduate school and didn't know what I was going to do next.

And I sat at lunch today with my co-workers and had amusing conversation...about if one shares his or her cookies too much they might cease to be special and so on. And it was funny. And I sat and laughed and realized that I've only got another week of this, and while each morning I wake up and look forward to not being up early, and sitting in almost an of traffic to get to the office, there are things I will miss.

I'm still having a hard time packing up and letting go. I still feel like I'm not ready. I wonder if leaving my apartment will be this difficult.

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Change is exciting

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And one side of exciting is fear. And there is also the loss of the pleasures you know.

*hugs* and congrats are both in order.

Change is exciting

[maxdwolf.livejournal.com]

And one side of exciting is fear. And there is also the loss of the pleasures you know.

*hugs* and congrats are both in order.