Sun comes up it's Tuesday Morning
Apr. 23rd, 2002 10:14 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
geminigirlIt's been a long time since I had a nightmare...but I had one last night. I'm fairly sure that it's related to the conversation I had with ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
roosterbear on Sunday night, but either way, it woke me a bit after five, in a panic.
Hrm. Already frustrated with my boss this AM. She's just being a moron. I'm short on patience though, so I'm trying to keep it under control.
So, here's what I'm wondering about. I had a really cool dress on Saturday night. Simple, black wrap dress. Got lots of complements on it, etc. And on the outfit I wore today to work, I got a lot of complements. But in the back of my head I always wonder if the complements are more like "Wow, that's a great outfit. (for a fat chick)", or "You look really great today, (for a fat chick)" Obviously where the latter part is left unsaid.
I know I should just take complements kindly, when they're given...but after so many years of people being unpleasant and beating me down for it, it's hard not to wonder. Though I do always say "Thank you."
We now return you to our regularly scheduled work day.
roosterbear on Sunday night, but either way, it woke me a bit after five, in a panic. Hrm. Already frustrated with my boss this AM. She's just being a moron. I'm short on patience though, so I'm trying to keep it under control.
So, here's what I'm wondering about. I had a really cool dress on Saturday night. Simple, black wrap dress. Got lots of complements on it, etc. And on the outfit I wore today to work, I got a lot of complements. But in the back of my head I always wonder if the complements are more like "Wow, that's a great outfit. (for a fat chick)", or "You look really great today, (for a fat chick)" Obviously where the latter part is left unsaid.
I know I should just take complements kindly, when they're given...but after so many years of people being unpleasant and beating me down for it, it's hard not to wonder. Though I do always say "Thank you."
We now return you to our regularly scheduled work day.
