Put it off.

[geminigirl]

I'm trying to get our birth plan on paper. It's not working. It's like the car seat...I'm procrastinating because I'm feeling unprepared for what it really means.

I have to do this. But it just feels so uncomfortable.

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Oh yeah...and I wrote the Molly's birth plan while I was in labor since she was 3 weeks early.

It's not a legal contract honey, you are over thinking it and your hormones are making everything all huge. *hug* (I know, easy for me to say...you've never done tis before)

Sweetie, I am 100% sure you will be a wonderful Mama and that the Great Maker has already given you the child you are meant to have. Believe in yourself. I believe in you.

[geminigirl]

I'm trying. I really am.

I feel like I'm forgetting something or leaving tihngs out, and it's as much for zedrikcayne's benefit as it is for the nurses. Not because he won't be a good voice when I need it but because he's charming but forgetful and when he's worried about me, he sometimes just won't remember. And so I want things on paper so that he can look and say "okay, this is what we wanted."

But at the same time, I appreciate the reminder to believe in myself. Because that's part of this whole package. I've made so many other big changes and felt good about the choices. With this, I'm just lost.